The night air was crisp and the darkness translucent. The half moon hung brightly in the western sky with Venus, the evening star, settled underneath. The outline of the mountains surrounding my grandfather’s town and the nearby towns could be clearly seen with their snow capped tops. I closed the garden gates, venturing outside, to follow the sound of the mourners’ song echoing through the valley.
Many different mosques in the region have been holding ceremonies the last couple of nights in honor of the holy month of Moharram. Moharram is a mourning month observing the death of Imam Hossein. Ashura and Tasua are the two peak days of the ceremonies. Tonight was Tasua, the day Hossein and his 73 traveling companions were denied water. To commemorate, different mosques gather their people to grieve. There is a procession of men, all dressed in black, hitting themselves with chains or with their hands. Their ritual is choreographed to the mourning song emanating from the loudspeaker, rippling through the night air.
I start walking into the town, keeping my ears tuned to the sorrowful song. The streets are almost vacant, just small groups of guys hanging out in pockets or driving around. I have to be careful not to get harassed. After walking to the other end of the town of Shirgah, I find myself walking up the mountain to the neighboring town. I have found the mourners. Different groups come from different mosques to visit each other. Each procession is followed by their wives, mothers, daughters, friends. The mosques give out food for the participates, their families, or anyone in need.
One of the visiting processions is leaving the mosque, but the “home” procession is still going strong. I make my way through the crowd, trying very hard not to touch any of the men. I pull myself up onto some stairs and pull out my camera. I notice one of the young boys next to me looking at me in disbelief but with a smile. I look around and see a sea of men surrounding me, dressed in black, and there I am a woman, with my white headscarf. I try to pretend that I know exactly what I am doing and that i meant to be there. I watch the mourners, my heart pulsing to the beat of their drums.
Islam in Iran is a very complicated and sensitive subject, too much for a mere blog post. For me, a student of anthropology and world religions, watching any religious ritual is engrossing and awe inspiring. In a time where it seems like more and more people are steering away from religion, it is important to have rituals performed, especially those focused on mourning. Martin Prechtel, a shaman of sorts, always lectures on the importance of grieving rituals. The loss of the ability to grieve, as a group, and to the show the world, can be a detriment to the self and to the spiritual world. But as I watch the young men hitting themselves and the women in chadors crying, part of me gets very angry. Millions of people gather in Iran to mourn an unjust death from more than a thousand years ago. What about the unjust deaths of the student protesters who were tortured and killed in prison, or the 17 students from the University of Tehran that have disappeared with out a trace since the post election protests? What about the unjust deaths of mothers and children in Iraq? What about the innocent young men in Afghanistan that get imprisoned and tortured for being mistaken as terrorists just because they have to capture someone? But there is also a part of me that is so happy to see such a ritual being performed. Yes, there is so much injustice in the world. There is injustice even in the lives of those women who are crying on the side who lost their brother in an auto accident last year or for the young boy performing in the procession whose mother was stoned to death for having an affair. Most people hold a lot of grief and mourning the death of Imam Hossein gives them the opportunity to release some of that grief together as a collective whole. To me, that is beautiful.
one from the following day, Ashura, in a small town in Mazandaran:
December 22, 2010
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